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[18 Sep 2004|03:48pm] |
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yesterday was really interesting. i was having a real good day and i told jessica that and she said i wont anymore now that i said that. she was right. i was feeling friendly and let AARON KYLE drive my car and he hit another car and all this crap and insurance and i am in trouble and cant drive. again. but other than that yesterday was a great day. today i got home and told my dad all about the accident and got yelled at then showered and fell asleep then went to brianas where we took a four hour nap. got up and went out and ate and a couple people went to a party and the rest of us went to rustys and watched MTV: boiling point. that is all. church tomorrow. i am not sick anymore so i will be there bright and early for church. whoop.
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[16 Sep 2004|09:34pm] |
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this morning i car pooled!! save the ozone!! so when school got out and after i took my stupid government test i realized that with briana at cheerleading practice till five i had no way to get back to my car which was at her house. but all got figured out. tonight was fun. went to rustys with aaron, briana, and shawn while rusty was at a hotel for marine stuff and briana was sick last week so now aaron is sick. we ate at wing stop, then hung out at rustys for the rest of the night. twas fun. i like it over there i feel welcome and comfortable and i never feel comfortable in other peoples houses.
aaaaand i have my voice back!!! i was starting to forget what i really sounded like.
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| ok so today i lied. |
[15 Sep 2004|09:15pm] |
so aparently i like to get in trouble. my mother is giving me the silent treatment cause today i really did lie... yesterday no... today yes... i need to stop that. its not like i do anything wrong like BAD things i just really really like hanging out with my friends and i am afriad to tell my parents cause i am afraid they are going to say no. so i lie. and now i am having one of those days where i wanna fill something out.
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[14 Sep 2004|08:43pm] |
so my mom thinks i am a big fat liar, i dont lie all the time she assumes i do ((she cant deny it)) if she didnt assume that i lied then she wouldnt drive by where i am supossed to be and check for my car, then call when its not there, today i got yelled and today i wasnt lying! today i said that i was hanging out with briana... i did not say brianas HOUSE just briana and today that meant that we were running errands and going to sonic to get a bag of ice then ending up at rusty talking to all of the eight people there. YES i was hanging out with briana, she was standing right next to me but of course my mom assumes i am lying and says "i bet that you arent even with briana" i dont like getting accused when i am reall really not lying. i go to brianas house every day because it is fun, we end up at rustys house because he is cool and he leaves monday and we want to spend as much time as we can with him before he leaves for three months. thats what we do!
ok. and i hope she still reads this, last time i checked she did.
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p.s. i wish i had friends who could keep secrets.
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[13 Sep 2004|04:31pm] |
jordan inspired me to tell you about the day i want to go back to and change:
june 17, 2003
i wish i had never gone to hurricane harbor and met jordan. i am not trying to hurt his feelings he knows i wish that we had never met. i love him but he messed me up. i wish i hadnt cheated on calvin, i would still have him as a friend at least, i wish that me and jordan hadnt moved so fast because that would have changed every relationship that i have had after him. i dont trust people when they tell me things cause i think that everyone lies to me for fun, now i REALLY dont trust people. he has messed up my relationships with every guy i will ever meet that likes me and i feel bad cause i hurt their feelings and i dont do it on purpose, but i dont know how to fix it. but i have to admit even though he screw me over and messed me up i guarantee he has helped me to never get hurt again.
i am not blaming jordan for everything its my fault as much as his but if i had never met him:
*i wouldnt have had sex
*i would still be friends with michelle and erin and alsh
*my parents would trust me and my daddy who i love wouldnt think i am a BIG GIANT WHORE!
*uncle pat might not have ever come in the picture((that alone is a biggie))
*he wouldnt have cheated on me and messed up what i thought of one of my best friends.<-- and that would be melanie, but we are fine now.
*the relationship i have with a certain person right now wouldnt have started how it did.
*i wouldnt have cheated on calvin and he would probably still want to be my friend.
*when people tell me that they like me i wouldnt think they were lying or if they are telling the truth they will screw me over in the end.
*i would still have my perfect record of never crying over a boy.
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[11 Sep 2004|12:41pm] |
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this week has been good. not everyday, but the good days made the bad days not as bad.
monday: good day, confused but i liked what came of it.
tuesday: weirdest day i have had in a long time. all day i was day dreaming about stupid stuff and getting frustrated by really really stupid stuff.
wednesday: good day, real good day. AND i got free texas roadhouse. thats the only reason we like rusty. jk jk.
thursday: another good day. i got a really sweet (if thats the right word) goodnight message on wednesday but didnt get it till thursday so it made thursday a good day. and i got free tacos. :)
friday: alright, we played kickball in softball, then after school i stopped by rustys for like 5 minutes and then went home to shower for the game. we all went the the game it was fun i guess, shawns very not bad ass self tried to pick a fight and briana got mad at him. i would have been mad too cause it was stupid. we lost, 14-13 then we went to taco bell and some other places and ended up hanging out at zacs for the rest of the night. was fun.
i am sick but not SICK i cant talk, my voice is real jacked and last night my nose was running so i got some nyquil. but then i couldnt sleep cause i was on a small couch and was not comfortable at all, so the nyquil didnt do much more than make my nose better.
i woke up at 8 this morning to rusty calling, but not just calling my phone was being gay and wouldnt stop vibrating even after i answered and i was real confused but then i was awake from 8 to 10 when i had to leave to go to highway clean up... boo. atleast i went. i saw franklin dead on the side of the road, twas sad.
this was long i know but i am in a good mood. :)
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| sorry. i know, two post in one day. |
[08 Sep 2004|10:22pm] |
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so i dont like not liking people. but i have learned that as much as i try not to there are two or three people that i hate. they are people that if they moved away and then i heard that they died. i wouldnt be sad. i wouldnt be happy but i really wouldnt care, it would be like if a stranger died. that is how i think about certain people. i wish i didnt.
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| i hate smokers. but what can i do? |
[08 Sep 2004|08:28pm] |
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so yesterday was fun. i hung out at marble slab after bill took me and briana out to eat. but yesterday during the day was i dont even know how to describe how horrible. but TODAAAAAY was great great great great great great great great great great! started out great... i didnt have to be there till ten and i had visitors on the way in that made me smile real cheesy like all day. calc was alright. not too hard. i like that class, gov sucks but i think i will be able to do it. even though i have a BIG FAT ZERO in there cause i have make up work still but i turned it all in today so its all cool. today after school me and briana went to get our yearbooks and then went to sonic and said hi to ryan, then me rusty and briana worked on gov and english. even though rusty already graduated he did brianas government. then rusty took me and shawn and briana to texas road house. i like that place, we took new pictures was great fun. :) :) :) also...
i am very very mad at one preticular friend for being a butthead! and if you dont know that i am talking about you. i am. skank.
ok so you know how people say that they are "talking" well i have never done that, it has always been: we like each other we go out. so i have never known how it works... but i think i get it now. just fyi.
i am a super loser and i cant stop smiling. i want to type all my smiles... here:
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
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| all i am going to say is that i look like a girl. |
[07 Sep 2004|04:06pm] |
i have had a really weird day. i was really confused and i dont remember anything school wise that happened all day... all i remember is curtis making me mad and me and bo going to sonic. i wish i wasnt so confused. i want everything to be figured out.
fuck you very much.
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[06 Sep 2004|01:01pm] |
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fun long vacation weekend thing. thats all i dont know where to start so i am not going to. i love briana. i am so f'ing confused about everything thats going on that i want to die! but it'll be ok. back to school, now i have to go to make-up work.
EDIT: today was fun too. went to brianas and it was me and briana and the guys and me and briana ended up in the pool. and then so did my clothes. but shawn loves me and dove in and got them because he was already wet. :) i love shawnie. then briana showed us the space she can store stuff under the stairs... so me, briana, ryan, alex, zach and adam all hid from shawn in there. its not that big of space. great fun. i have old pictures. and new pictures that i found at brianas.
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| :) iiiiiiiiiiiii like a boy :) |
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today was GREAT! i got my schedule changed to drop AP statistics. and my schedule is NOW:
1. LATE ARRIVAL!!!
2. English 4 - Strictland
3. StuCo
4. Softball
5. LATE ARRIVAL!!!
6. Calculus AP BC - Cartmel
7. AP Government - Richey
8. Softball
look at that i have THREE real classes. its great. i applied last night to tech and i had mrs.d send my transcript today and briana applied today and i am SO EXCITED!!! i cannot wait till we are there! :) but i kinda dont want to leave too cause there are some people who think that i will forget all about them when in fact i could never ever forget him and he knows it!
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[29 Aug 2004|12:39am] |
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:) this weekend was fun. friday i went to the movies it was super fun. today was my moms birthday we had really good food and then i went out with briana and me, her, rusty, shawn, alex, ryan, aaron, and zac watched the girl next door. it was a really stupid movie. i start choir tomorrow, i am not looking forward to it. i love choir but i dont want to go there are other reasons i wouldnt mind quitting right now. but then i have youth and i think wang bang starts some time soon and i am excited about that and i get to go to starbucks again :) so excited!!:)
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[23 Aug 2004|09:27pm] |
i had a fun weekend. hung out with people had a "get together" friday twas fun.
me and briana left bright and early on saturday to go to tech and drove forever and we both were really really tired... briana more than me and she almost killed us, more than once. but we got there and went to brookes sorority thing and then to the football game she was cheering at then home and slept cause neither of us got any sleep the night before.then we left tech less then 24 hours after we got there, we got home about 3 on sunday and then that night me, briana, bo, aaron, adam, and george hung out. was fun i guess. that was my weekend. next weekend should be fun too. its my moms birthday on saturday and friday me and dave are going to see napoleon. he waited for me to see it. i feel bad because i did not wait for him but it will still be super. :) um... thats all.
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[19 Aug 2004|09:49pm] |
tonight was fun. me, briana, aaron, zach, bo, ryan, george, amy, rusty, adam and shawn hung out tonight cause people are leaving for college soon. twas fun. ((i have never listed all the people that i hung out with, so i did this time for fun.)) i am bored. i wanted to watch kill bill2 but briana called me, maybe later. i dont like school, i dont want it to be hard i want it to be easy but because i am a senior i fear it is going to be hard.
i like my friends, i think i am going to enjoy my senior year outside of school. new plan: no boyfriend till college. boys are stupid anyways, being single is fun. whos with me?!?!
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[18 Aug 2004|07:44pm] |
i got my pimp ass nikes that i designed today. i love them. i got my new license today. take a look-see.
( i see london i see france... )
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